Saturday, July 30, 2011

Saturday July 30, 2011

Workout: 3.0 miles on the treadmill
pace: 6.0/10:00
(also ran 3.5 miles on Thursday)


Really had wanted to run 6 miles today, but didn't get up in time to do it.  Busy day today because we're leaving for a week tomorrow morning - and we have a graduation party this afternoon, so have to get everything ready and done by 3ish.  Could have run 6 if I had gotten up just a little earlier, but Dave and I have had a hard time getting up early this summer...  girls going to bed later, we go to bed later.  Oh well - it'll get better when school starts.


Didn't have the best run - stopped pretty early to get a drink of water... was running on an empty stomach right after waking up, so I didn't care.  I felt pretty sluggish in the beginning, so I knew it was going to be a mentally difficult run.  But I ran.  And thats what matters.


Thursday I ran 3 1/2 miles with stopping to take a break - first time I've done that since I stopped running in March.  I was extremely pleased with that.


Have not done pushups since Tuesday.  Just haven't been motivated to do it.  Vacation next week - not sure if we'll have room to pack running clothes & not sure if I'll feel like doing pushups.  We'll see.  Mike is killing it with the pushups, so maybe he will be motivating enough for me.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Tuesday July 26, 2011

Workout: 3.25 miles on the treadmill
pace: 6.0/10:00


Slept in again this morning until 7:30.  Feels so good.  Didn't feel like doing anything different, but still wanted to get a workout in today so I ran again.  It was hard for the first mile, but I pushed through 5+ complete songs and ran 2.25 miles straight before I stopped to get a drink of water.  Stepped off for a total of 40 seconds, then ran the last mile without breaks, too (total mileage was 3.25 miles + 1 minute to make up for the step off).  No fan again, so I'm pouring sweat again.


Did pushups yesterday:
22+30+20+20+(22+2+4) = 120 total pushups
2 minutes between sets

crap these are hard.
 


At least my max set went up this time (to 22) instead of down like it has been doing.  My upper back is very tired today.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Monday July 25, 2011

Workout: 3 miles on the treadmill
Pace: 6.0/10:00


Had a bad hydration weekend.  Pretty much didn't drink any water.  Add to that the beginning of my period and I feel like a gigantic whale.  Ugh... so I'm going to try to hammer the water today to get rid of some of the bloaty feeling.  I hate feeling bloated.  So running kind of sucked this morning in the beginning.  I didn't think I was going to make it through a mile, but I ended up persevering and pushed myself through 5 songs/19:40 before stopping to get a drink of water (wish I had checked the time/mileage before hopping off so I could have run 2 complete miles).  And at that point i also realized that Dave never brought my fan home from the office, so I'm basically still pouring sweat right now.  


I should do pushups tonight.  I've had a few days off from them - my max number was declining each attempt, so I thought maybe a break was in order.  I'll try again tonight.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Friday July 22, 2011

Workout: Lap swim 30:00
# of laps: 40 lengths/20 full laps


Ahhh the boys swim team was not there this morning and I felt so much better :)  I still feel like kind of an idiot even with just the high school life guard sitting there watching.  I'm so out of my element - I have no idea what I'm doing or what is normal and I'm not good and have to rest and I can't keep my goggles from getting fogged up.  But I do it and its a good work out and ultimately that is all that matters.


I swam 10 lengths of breast stroke before taking a short rest to check my time.  Then swam two lengths of back stroke.  I repeated that 3 times and then did a final 4 lengths of breast stroke to finish at 40 lengths.  My full time was 31:14.


I tried to do a front crawl at one point and I don't think I even made it halfway through one length before I switched back to breast stroke.  It was so difficult and I was gasping for breath - i couldn't continue.  So I guess front crawl is definitely out unless i can get some time in a friend's pool to practice it a little more.


Right now I'm definitely feeling very fatigued, physically.  My upper body is tired.  I can feel a tension headache wanting to bust through, my right tricep, forearm, wrist and hand are aching.  The pool is closed for the next 3 weeks.  I enjoy it, but that forced break is going to give me some time to evaluate and try to figure out what kind of swimming/running schedule I want to do.  Not sure what a good mix will be.


Weighed myself this morning after 2 weeks of weight watchers.  I'm slightly pissed about it.  I hate dieting.  I hate being hungry.  I have restricting myself.  I hate the fact that I have no options if we want to go out for dinner.  I hate that I have only 5 pounds to lose, but can't seem to take it off.  Either I'm not doing something right, or I'm not willing to do what is necessary.  I have a hard time believing I'm eating too much - I'm sticking to my points every day.  The only thing that could be an issue is that I eat a decent amount of fruit everyday - its all 0 points, but maybe its not a good idea to eat watermelon, cantaloupe, strawberries, nectarine & a banana all in one day?  I don't know.  very aggravated about it.  Maybe I should just be fat.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Wednesday July 20, 2011

Workout: 3 miles on the treadmill
Pace: 6.0/10:00


Even though I was struggling really hard against the beat of my music, I pushed myself to run for 4 songs before I stepped off to get a drink and turn the fan on.  I was pouring sweat, too, so it took a lot of determination to not step off to turn the fan on.


I should do pushups tonight, we'll see about that.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Tuesday July 19, 2011

Workout: lap swimming 30:00


I finally got to do some lap swimming and I loved it.  But it was HARD.  I wanted to quit after 6 minutes - and if I hadn't driven 20 minutes to get there and had to work up my courage to get into the pool to begin with (the high school boys swim team was working out), then I might have quit at that point.  I didn't think to count how many laps I did - I will next time.


I can only do breast stroke and back stroke.  I didn't dare attempt freestyle while all of those athletes were in the pool... would have looked like a complete idiot.  I've never been able to do the freestroke, but I want to learn - people look so effortless when they do it... just gliding through the water.


I had to stop to rest after every two pool lengths (not sure how many yards the pool is - 25?).  My heartrate was just as high as when i run.  I have to figure out how to just settle in and get through it - thats what I do when I'm running in order to get through the high heartrate.  Will definitely be a challenge.


I did pushups last night.  22+30+20+20+(22+4+2) = 120 total pushups with 2 minutes between sets.  These pushups are crazy, but I'm loving it!  I see strength gains already - the fact that I can do that set of 30 without breaking it up amazes me.  I love it!  I feel strong and fit.


I started counseling last night.  I have other issues that are more important to deal with, but I hope at some point to talk about body image and eating.  I may not have specific eating disorders anymore, but I'm certainly not free of body image and food related insecurities and problems.  

Monday, July 18, 2011

Monday July 18, 2011

Workout: 3.25 miles on the treadmill
Pace: 6.0/10:00


Run was hard in the beginning (breathing/heart rate) - wanted to jump off pretty quickly, but forced myself to make through 3 songs and at least a small part of the 4th.  After that I settled in really well and enjoyed myself.

I joined the LTHS wellness center today so I am going to start swimming laps tomorrow.  I'm VERY excited about it.

Pushups tonight.  Not so excited about that.