Workout: 6 miles on the treadmill
pace: 6.0/10:00
I have been sucking it up with working out this week. I'm so emotionally drained right now, I can hardly function. My house is a disaster and I just walk right by and leave it. My laundry is behind and I just leave it in the baskets. I haven't gotten up to workout at all this week. I haven't gotten out of bed before 7am any day except Tuesday, when I ran three miles in the morning. I have chaos going on around me and all i want to do is sit and read - I don't really even have anything compelling to read. I just want to shut life out right now.
The girls have been emotionally draining. Fighting constantly. Whining about this thing and that thing not being fair. I feel like my head is cloudy most of the time.
Anyway, Dave brought the girls to the office this afternoon... I took a step outside and realized that it was way to hot to run, so I jumped on the treadmill. Knocked out 6 miles, which actually went by very quickly. I feel good. Feel better than I have. Glad to be back to running.
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I was talking with some moms tonight (all with kids of different ages) and they all feel like you do. And I feel that way too. I had a really bad three days with the kids that I about lost is yesterday afternoon and almost walked out of the backyard and down the street (not sure where I ended up). I also have not run in over two weeks...partialy because I was sick of getting sick and because I needed a break. I hope to start back up again on Monday. Hang in there! Prayers from Oregon.
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